Hello sexy people!

Okay, computer life is becoming too much for me. XD I'll still get on, but not as much. While on the computer I'll probably just work on some animations and drawings, look at deviations, watch videos on YouTube, and put in job application.

If you've been watching me on here for a while, you know that I do this all the time, (about twice a year), and I always come back to being just as active as I used to be, so don't think I'm leaving forever or something stupid like that. =3=

Why am I taking a break? Because I feel sick all th time, I can't sleep, I can't eat, I feel sore all over, and I feel like everyday there's a knot in my stomach growing bigger and bigger, tighter and tighter. And I've finally placed my finger on why. I'm getting more and more people telling me crap like like, "You don't deserve any fans," "Your art sucks," "You're a bitch," and a lot of other stuff along those lines. Normaly stuff like that doesn't bother me, but the "haters" are increasing, and I can feel myself losing my patience for them. I want to get back at them, but I know if I'm mean back to them, it will never stop. So I take my anger, and ball it up inside me. This is what is making me so sick. Most of my life when someone has made me angery I would hit them, yell at them, or cry, now I don't do anything. So it's wearing me down.

I don't want sympathy, and I don't want anyone to think I'm some loser who can't handle the stuff that happens online. XD It's offline stuff that is effecting me even more than online stuff. (My mom being a passive, hallow shell of who she used to be, me still being a child at heart, yet having to face that I've grown up, and lots of other stuff I don't want to get into) Me being gone wont effect any of you, 'cause it's not like I ever answer my messages or talk to anyone anyways. XD

PS.
If anyone knows how to move the text in this journal so it doesn't go over the little Blues in the background, I would love if you could tell me. I'm really good with CSS and HTML, but journal coding is different than website coding. oAo And could someone tell me how to put those little boxes in the journal so that my comics and stamps don't take up so much space.

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